Ni sa bula vinaka,
How is everyone doing there in Utah? How is the snow? How is the cold weather? I wish that right now I was in the nice cold weather and I bet you all wish that you were all here where I am where it is nice and hot and humid.
Anyways, everything is going great with me here in Waila Fiji. I am doing great and and living really good. I am loving it here in Fiji and am going to miss it here when I leave.
We had an alright week this week. I had to wait until my companion came in on Tuesday night so I continued my stay with the Zone Leaders all day both Monday and Tuesday. We were able to see lots of their investigators and to teach them lots of things about the Church. They have 2 members that live up there in the units that are helping them out so much. They do not even plan anything, the members will plan out the day and find people for them to teach. It is great because the people that we meet, they already know a bit about the church and are interested. We met about 6 new people in 2 days. The work is really moving up there in the mountains and is moving pretty slow down in the city where we are at.
I finally have my new companion, Brother Maleli! He is Fijian. He is waiting on his mission call. He is from the other island called Vanua Levu. His village is called Tukavesi and he is 20 years old. His father is the Branch President in his village and he has been a Ward Missionary for about the past 15 weeks on and off. So, we were able to start work in our area again on Wednesday after a week and a half. It was a little bit hard trying to see all of our investigators because they were all gone for Christmas. Also a lot of the people that we were seeing told us that they do not want us to come back over. Most of the time we can see it in their faces and they are not even paying attention. We had two people do that to us and two other people straight up tell us that they are good where they are at and the do not want to continue to learn more of what we are teaching. It was a little tough to hear that from them because we know how much this message can affect their life and they just cannot see it at that point. It is hard to see this. I know that what we did teach them though, planted a seed and I hope and I have faith that a Elders in the future will harvest that fruit that has been planted in their hearts.
The work is getting to be a little bit hard. Most of the people that are good and are progressing are out of town for the weekend and will not be back until after New Years. Man I cannot believe that is is already almost 2014. 2013 flew by. So it is going to be some long weeks of finding more people to teach these next couple of weeks.
I have been really feeling stressed out this week. I don't know why. I have been thinking, "is this really what I am supposed to be doing, because the work is so hard right now." One day, I wanted to give up. It was just seeming so hard and I did not know what to do. I remember having an impression to just pray. And that is what I did. After my prayer, I felt a peace and good feeling come over me and said that this is put in my life for a reason. There was a reason why the work is so hard right now. I think it is helping me to rely more on Him and I know that is what I need to do. This is his garden and we need to listen to Him. I read the story in Jacob 5 and that really helped me out. So I hope and have faith that He will help us in our work this week as long as we trust in Him.
I know that the church is true. My faith has never been so tried as it has been this week. It has got to be the hardest one on my mission, as well as the past month. I have never wanted to give up as much as I did this week. I know that is will get better as long as I trust in Him.
I love you all very much and am looking forward to Christmas day. See you in a couple of days, literally via Skype.
Love,
Elder Grotepas
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This was the sunset last night next to the temple. One of my favorites so far. |
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Us walking in Fiji |